Ode to Someone

Sometimes I don’t know how my heart feel about you
You are so absent today, yesterday, tomorrow
My heart aches so dawn much
My heart beats faster when I thought about you
But at the same time my pain grows stronger
Unfortunately there is nothing I can do about it
You chose to take another path
And since you are gone you became
So strange that I cannot recognize you as my love
Always I am in doubt of my feelings
My head curse you
But my heart cry
Because I miss you
I miss you and I can’t call you
You don’t deserve me
And I don’t deserve to be without you
Love.